Studio Notes Christine McArdle Studio Notes Christine McArdle

The Paradox of Presence

Time isn’t real. And yet this is where everything unfolds.

I’m learning to live awake inside the dream,

not escaping the illusion, but meeting it with reverence.

Abstract butterfly form emerging from light into space, symbolising transformation and energy becoming form.

Birth of the wing

Studio Note : 2

Time does not exist, yet here I am, moving through it. The moment is not real, and yet this is where it all unfolds. Now is not a thing, but somehow it is everything. This is the paradox I have been sitting with the dance between illusion and meaning, emptiness and reverence.

What I am realising more and more is this: nothing has meaning, and yet everything does because of how I relate to it.

This life, this form,  it is a projection, yes. But I am here. I am creating with Soul. With full awareness that it is a dream, I am still moved to paint, to speak, to feel. I bring meaning to the meaningless. That is the gift of consciousness.

I am walking through it awake, not lost, and at peace within it. The veil is not something I am trying to lift anymore. I see through it. I do not need it to be real to let it be sacred. That is what it is to have soul. Because the sacred lives in how I relate, how I show up, how I love, how I create..

Even the silence holds something when I meet it with presence.

So if these coming months are quiet, so be it. If everything empties out, let it. I will still be here, in the paradox, holding the flame, watching the dream shimmer and shift as I create my way through it.

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